I need a reset.
For the last couple of weeks I have had walking pneumonia. I didn’t know it until a week ago. Coughing up lung butter makes exercising a little difficult. I went to my TEAM fitness classes a couple of times and since my trainer Liz was going through a similar sickness, she took a little pity on my and let me take it easy (she is pretty awesome). After going to urgent care last Friday and getting properly diagnosed and a prescription for a Z-Pack, I decided to skip a couple of classes and to focus on getting better.
I do feel better, but not 100% yet. I am heading to my TEAM fitness class this morning, so we will see how that goes. I need to also get my eating back in order.
So, that is what I mean by a reset. I need to start over today and refocus.
I’m having a mid-life crisis. Not the kind where I am going delusional about turning 40 (this coming July) and buying a sports car or boat would make me think I am less creepy to the 20-something crowd. No, this is my own personal mid-life crisis that I have battled since my early 20s…my fat ass. Ok…that may be a bit over the top, but I am sick of not feeling comfortable in my own body. I am done.